I know that everything you are saying is true. I also can minister all of
this to others, but somehow it keeps coming up and coming up and coming up.
It's poison, and I know that it is. But, it doesn't hurt less and it
doesn't help to hear other people's testimonies. I reach out to God, but I
still don't feel anything but pain, pain, pain. I don't know if you called,
someone did and I didn't recognize the number. Don't stop calling, because
I just didn't answer cause sometimes people call and they have a wrong umber
or something and you never know. I will keep holding onto God's unchanging
hand and reaching out to Him. Eventually, He will hear me.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Thursday, January 25, 2007 2:02 PM
Subject: Re: Please agree and touch with me in prayer
> Lynn,
>
> One thing you said is,
>
>
> I need deliverance from past junk, and I just can't seem to let go because
> each time when I think that i have let go, something comes up to tell me
> that I'm stil a failure. I know the devil is a lier and there is no truth
> in Him, so why do I still insist on carrying this, and why cant' I get
> anything worthwhile?
>
> I am glad you have recognize this because now you are exactly at the right
> spot. such feelings and pain is due to woundedness we have experienced.
> The woundedness is based upon lies of the Enemy concerning our
> relationship
> and image of the Lord. These places of woundedness which need to be
> healed
> is what the Bible calls, the renewing of the mind. These lies are in
> prior
> experiences which are contained in memories. When current things happen
> that are likewise pain, it taps into the lie and out comes the original
> emotional pain associated with a similar event in life. This is why the
> feeling of failure is so common even among those of us who are born again
> Christians. These areas that need healing can be reached through prayer.
> It is a one on one type of intercessory prayer using Matthew 18:19 as a
> foundation, that is, if two of you agree on earth as touching anything
> they
> shall ask, and so on. My website contains dozens of testimonies of
> personally healings I have experienced as well as many others by other
> people, some whom are on echurch. I also have a testimony called, When I
> Flew Kites with Jesus which details exactly how a prayer session looks.
> It
> is on my website but I can also email it to you if that would help. My
> intercessory prayer ministry I have been doing for the last four years is
> largely done by phone.
>
> Phil.
>
>
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