Hi Virgie,

Ya, the night before last was a doozy, but yesterday at church, I got 
everything I hadn't needed the night before.  I was able to nap in 
the afternoon and also last night, I got some good quality 
sleep.  Glad you were sleeping the night before.

LOVE IN HIM,

purple Mari drinking her Java



At 06:46 AM 4/15/2007, you wrote:
>Hi Mari,
>I have had many rough nights and they are scary and they exhaust 
>you.  I was sleeping and I am sorry I was not awake to talk to you 
>when you needed to talk.  You asked what I do on nights like 
>that?  I read my Bible, I pray, and I get on the computer, and 
>sometimes I pace the floor.  I do continue to pray at times like 
>this and that does help but there are times when nothing seems to 
>help.  I know that we are never alone and no matter how it feels to 
>us our Lord Jesus is with us and He will never leave us.  I hope you 
>were able to sleep some at least.
>Huggs and prayers coming your way.
>Virgie and Hoshi
>----- Original Message ----- From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>Sent: Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:05 AM
>Subject: I am feeling tired and sad
>
>
>>Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.
>>
>>I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave 
>>me.  I feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost.  My 
>>mind is bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that 
>>wiggle across the surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into 
>>their holes.  I feel abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.
>>
>>I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt 
>>whether he feels the same.  I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!
>>
>>Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do 
>>during periods like this.  I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!
>>
>>LOVE IN HIM,
>>
>>purple Mari, I suppose