hi all.
first... let me appologize for my rambling. and the incoeherance of this
message. i don't know what's wrong with me. i feel depressed for some
reason. i think i may know why but don't want to get into it here on the
list... but september is not an easy month for me. can you please pray for
me? luckily 9/25 i don't have to work. it's an anniversary and i hate that
it still bothers me... but maybe everything... moving, work, it's just
piling up. i'm ready for the move... don't get me wrong. i thank god for
the change... because he knows my limits. but i feel like this job i am
currently at has made me royally stupid! i mean... i'm not the smartest
cookie in the jar... but after today i wonder if i know anything? i was
called into my acting manager's office today for a meeting... she monitored
some calls... and out of probably 4 calls i got 1 absolutely right. i'm not
a genius... but i'm not totally stupid either. i feel like after that
meeting all of my fight is gone! i feel like i'm going into this new job
knowing less than i knew when i left! granted, what i'm going into is not
collections... but still! i feel lost and i don't know why. i feel like
nothing i do is right. what is wrong with me?
Jenifer gilley
check out my blog
http://claudastar.blogspot.com/
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