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Date: | Tue, 13 Jun 2006 00:24:51 -0400 |
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Hi all,
I'm normally a rather quiet list member, but I got a phone call from a
friend tonight, and it brought out some things that I wonder if anyone else
is experiencing.
I've been saved for nearly 20 years. I remember as a new convert that if
God led me to do or say something, that there was never any question...I
just went and did or said it. Now, nearly 20 years later, I'm not quite as
bold any more. I know God has called me in to ministry, but I seem to get
so far then hit a major stand still. I believe that I know why. I have
allowed the very power that God placed in me as a new convert to flow out of
my life for one reason or another. I conformed to what people in the church
said I should be...I was too fired up, too bold. I conformed to man and not
to God. I had to spend some time tonight asking God to forgive me for such
error. I know that He has been slowly building me back up to that person I
once was, but that He couldn't do that in it's fullness because, until
tonight, I didn't know it was gone. It's a pretty painful spot when you
realize that you've lost something god never intended you to lose. If any
of you are there, the return of that power is as close as two words. "Lord,
forgive me"
May the joy and boldness of the new convert refill all our lives, in the
name of Jesus!
God bless.
Mark
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