Hi all.

I had such a vivid dream i had to share it wieh you.  Maybe you can help me 
with it?

I dreamt I was at my moms house for some reason.  Jeremy wasn't with me that 
weekend.  i went to my old church to watch this video that was made... and 
it was DVS.  It was about a war that had happened at some point.  A 
friend... who is a missionary had come to watch this video also.  **let me 
stop now to appologize for the thoughts as i write them.. doesn't sound lkie 
good english but I'm writing them as they come to me.***

Anyway, me and my friend had come to my church to watch this movie... and 
instead of driving to the chrch my shole family and both of us... were in 
this vehicle... not a car... but some kind of vehicle.  This vehicle was 
taking us to Heaven.  We were in this long line of vehicles.  As it turned 
out everyone on earth was going the same ay.  I had wondered to myself if i 
would find my husband... once i figured out what must have been going on.

As we got out of the vehicle... it was like a sea of people.  My two 
nephews, my neece and i and my friend... who shortly went somewhere else 
once leaving the vehicle... weren't afraid at all... but the rest of my 
family didn't know what was going on.

Then we were in some kind of waiting area.  My family was afraid to let my 
nephews and enece and i venture off because they thought we'd plumit to 
earth if we got off the vehicle.  Well we got out and started walking in 
heaven. **promise it gets better**

My mom and i were shortly given a summons to appear before god.  I was 
excited!  we walked into this gymnaisum-looking room where we passed 
Jesus... and i remember like i the image is burnt into my mind... i remember 
thinking that I didn't want to leave him!  It was like he spoke to my heart 
and said that he was going with me.  I was shown this video where i had 
given a speech.  I must've been nervous in the speech because i said 
something that wasn't true... something about working for someone for 15 
years.  God asked me why i lied... and i just started crying.  I told him 
that i was sorry... that i was nervous... and i didn't mean to.  Jesus 
looked at His father and satan who was with him and told God to please 
forgive me.  He said that I was one of his and he said i had asked for 
forgiveness.  Then once i had been forgiven and sent away I was shown this 
cavern.  It had fire and smoke coming out of it and i was terrified of it. 
I pleaded with Jesus to please not let me go into that.  He smiled at me and 
told me not to worry.

Throughout the dream people i knew were called into God's throneroom.  Some 
of them didn't come bac,.  It was like we were called in only for one thing 
at a time.  I remember walking around looking for Jeremy because i knew we'd 
be asked to go into see God together.  I found him and that's when i woke 
up.

All throughout my dream i kept wanting just to get back to Jesus.  I missed 
him so much... his eyes were so kind, his voice so soft and i was drawn like 
a magnet to him.

What does this dream mean?  It was so real.  *sigh*  I had been rewarded for 
things i didn't even think i should be rewarded for.  like even though some 
of my family didn't do so good and didn't come back to me later on in the 
dream, God still rewarded me row witnessing.  Why?  Will they ever come to 
Christ?  That pit was so real!  *shivver*  All i could do was shrink away 
and thank God i wasn't going to go there.  I was still afraid of it even 
though i knew i wouldn't be in it.  I hurt for those that were not even 
given a chance to explain... God knew there hearts.

Lord, i just want to thank you for life.  I want to thank you for letting me 
be your daughter.  I want to thank you for renewing my faith.  Help me to 
live for you... help me to love you... help me to serve you more!  Your love 
is so real to me!  Thank you for that insight... or whatever it was. 
Forgive me for any sins or impurities of my heart and help me to live for 
you continually!
Jenifer gilley
"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble 
remembering how to fly."
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