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Angel,
I am so very sorry to hear your loss. The mix of emotions, that of loss,
that of relief even, and how they collide with eachother in your heart
must be difficult to work out but very understandable and natural
considering, if in fact that is the case. We're pleased you have returned
for as long as you can stay on list. God's peace to you and also to touch
your son's heart as well.
Brad
on 04:48 PM 6/4/2006, Angel said:
A voice from the past. A lot has happened since last I wrote. My e-mail
wasn't working. I thought I would need help fixing it. I got tired of
feeling incompetent so I decided to try to fix it myself. I was
successful which proves I am not quite as stupid as I thought. I have
some sad news to tell you all. May 21 my husband died. I suppose it was
for the best. I began feeding him with a baby bottle, and he became
unable to suck from that so I had resigned myselfto the idea I would have
to put him into a nursing home after all. I was going to check into
nursing homes that very day when I went to try to feed him, and found him
dead. It took me a while to admit to myself he was really dead. I
thought he was just comatose and only needed to be taken to the
hospital. The paramedics told me he was dead and at last I had to admit
he was. My son was rather stoic but you never know how another really
takes a thing like that. The service was really nice. His beep ball team
was there as well as some from his childhood neighborhood. One of our
friends even came straight from the hospital to be there. I was very
touched by that gesture. I trust you all missed me while I was gone and
not much stirring happened while I was gone. I would ask your prayers
though as I am still coming to terms with the loss.
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