I believe, Dear Brothers and Sisters, that the subtle attacks by the devil 
have become more open, but they are still subtle to many of us because we 
don't see that our minds are the target.  Wear down a person 
mentally/emotionally, and all else will follow.  Phil and Kathy are living 
examples of this.  And Angel, too!  Parents have such tough fimes in this 
life because that adversary knows that our weakest link is also our 
strongest desire.  You know, I have grown to take everybody on this list 
quite personally in to my heart, and, since I am physically ill this morning 
and unable to be away from familiar surroundings at the moment, I will spend 
my time presenting each of you to the Lord this morning.  I have been 
depressed lately to the point of just staying in my home and not really 
wanting to talk to anybody, but God is faithful, and His Word is my comfort. 
Please continue to lift me up as well.  I don't know why these awful spells 
of depression and self degradation come over me, but they are strong strong 
strong.  Well, yes, I think I do.  Every time I go to the tele-c9onference 
and I hear Ed's voice and he makes some depricating remark about me, I lose 
it and I go in to a real down-spin for the next few days.  I have resolved 
not to go there for a while till I can be strong.

April


All Powerful Redemption In Love John 3:16