Karen, Loving One, I'm praying for you, and you know something! I do know 
what depression is about, unfortunately, Loving one.

I pray for your music to be able to be recorded and if so, I would love to 
have a copy of your CD.

You are truly a loving Child of God, and please don't ever forget that. 
Never let other people discourage you. God knows your heart, and He knows 
your intentions

I don't have motavation either, so I understand what you are talking about.

Praying for you, Sweetie.

Love you bunches,
Pat Ferguson




At 12:18 AM 2/2/2006, you wrote:
>Well right now I am on the praise team at church and we plan on cutting a 
>cd sometime this year.  But I want to do my own cd's also.  But I am being 
>held up because of copyright stuff. I write songs and have to get them 
>copy written and there are a few I have to wait for the other person's 
>copyright to be able to use their song.  I might end up recording all my 
>own songs on my own cd so I can try to get it out.  I don't expect to get 
>any where but I love to sing so it will just be a dream I am trying to do 
>myself.  I know what you mean about motivation.  I hardly have any now 
>days.  If I did I would be further than what I am with my music.  But I 
>have been rejected so many times I get this thought of what's the use it 
>probably won't go anywhere like everything else I have done in my life.  I 
>always tell everyone if I ever had a business I would only hire visually 
>impaired people.  And I will.  If the rest of the world can decrimminate 
>so can I.  I can always say.  I hired the most qualified and they are it. 
>I can create a website with comcast but I have never done it so I guess I 
>am just chicken.  If I wrote a book it would be about miracles and 
>prophecies and such.  I might put my tesitmony in it somewhere just so 
>people know how I came to find the Lord.  If you had your own business you 
>may not have any depression to worry about because you would be to 
>busy.  I hope.  I know I get depress when I don't have anything to 
>do.  These are all good ideas.
>
>--
>I would rather live my life as if there is a God, and die to find out 
>there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out there is
>
>IN GOD WE TRUST
>Karen Carter  '74
>-KC- Ministries
>
>
>  -------------- Original message ----------------------
>From: Sharon Hooley <[log in to unmask]>
> > Karen,
> >
> > What are you doing with music?  I've thought of creating a web site off of
> > phil's RedWhiteAndBlue site, but I'm afraid to do it now because when I 
> get
> > depressed, it seems like doing anything would be torture to me, so I 
> plan to
> > just fill out orders here and there.  that doesn't sound good, does it?
> > It's easier for me to do something when I have some place to go, like an
> > office, and be given specific taks to get done, rather than working 
> alone in
> > my room.  Maybe if I could make a big business out of it, I could have 
> other
> > people, who are unemployed and looking to earn some extra income, work for
> > me, and someone can take over if my depression gets really bad.  Then 
> maybe
> > people will come to my house, or we'll rent a building.  that would 
> make it
> > easier for me.  Karen, if you are confident enough to make a commitment,
> > maybe you could have your own web site, if someone would allow you to link
> > to theirs without having to pay anything.  Didn't you say before that you
> > were working on a book about your testimony?  Of course, I don't think it
> > would be right to sell that kind of material with a marketing attitude, 
> but
> > it's something you could work on, and like Paul did, earn what you need in
> > income.  What do you all think of these things?
> >
> > Sharon