amen
For unto us a child is born. Unto us a son is given.
----- Original Message -----
From: "jen and Star" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 5:13 PM
Subject: Re: Pain
> April.
>
> You know i love you and am praying for you. I feel for you because i know
> how hard the decision was for you to move. You have been through so much
> in
> the last 10 years or so... and i can't help but keep believing...
> trusting... knowing... that God will see you through. The devil will not
> win! Y? Because it's written! He will win.. a lake of fire... but not
> any
> or our victorys that God has already given us! I love you and will pray
> for
> you. You have my cell #... use it!
>
> Love you.
> Jen and MAMA-Star
> "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble
> remembering how to fly."
> Author unknown
> AIM: jenibear1998
> msn
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> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "April Reisinger" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 7:30 AM
> Subject: Pain
>
>
>> Today is interresting. I am struggling both inside and out. Wayne
>> Watson
>> has a song that says, "Lord, I'm growin', And I don't like it." ... The
>> feelings of change both physically and emotionally are sometimes tough at
>> best to cope with. Physically, I am in a great deal of pain because the
>> doctors denied me the prescribed Darviset that seemed to help so much. I
>> am
>> taking a milder pain pill, but it doesn't seem to relieve the pain. In
>> my
>> chest and shoulders where I've had the catheters and PIC lines inserted
>> for
>> the I.V. therapy, there is a constant low-grage pain that worsens with
>> humid
>> weather and higher barametric pressures. Sometimes it is so tough that I
>> might find myself crying in the night. Sometimes I can deal with it.
>>
>> As some of you know, I made a really foolish mistake and left my hometown
>> thinking I was going to live alone in an apartment but my boyfriend moved
>> in
>> while I was hospitalized making it really hard for me to feel like I was
>> living the Christ-centered life I so want to live. While I am alone now
>> here in Columbus and surrounded by a multitude of new friends, both
>> believers and nonbelievers, this relationship still has a hold on me. I
>> know that God knows my heart and it is so turbulent at times that only He
>> can calm it. There are good friends in my life who serve as helpful
>> sounding boards, but, I'm asking you all to covenant with me to pray for
>> God's victory in this matter.
>>
>> Prior to my moving away from Warren, I had a counselor with whom I could
>> talk on a regular basis to problem solve and balance my extremes. I
>> don't
>> have a counselor here and I have been trying to keep myself busy by
>> working
>> or anything to avoid dealing with the myriad of issues that nag at me. I
>> have one great fortress in the Lord and He is my only fortress. He is
>> why
>> I
>> can write this to my fellow believers. I am homesick for my brothers and
>> sisters in Christ who now live far from me, and I haven't gotten close
>> enough to the people here in Columbus to feel that I have somebody in
>> whom
>> to confide or to pray with me. I miss the choir and I miss the Bible
>> study.
>> Yes, I read on my own, but there is a strong desire to study with others
>> as
>> I used to.
>>
>> Well, anyway, change is not necessarily bad, and I'm sure God will see me
>> through this. Thanks for listening, and thanks for praying. Phil,
>> please
>> e-mail me your phone number off list and I will try to call you at a good
>> time for you either Sunday, Monday, or Tuesday. Or ... perhaps today.
>> OH,
>> yeah, today is Tuesday. LOL, and I have a quack attack. The podiatrist
>> will look at my foot and tell me I'm doing fine but remember to put that
>> lotion on. LOL.
>>
>> I love you, my brothers and sisters.
>>
>> April
>
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