Imagine what Job felt like? Or perhaps even a few thousand folks down
south. Nonetheless, yes, one gets tired of the battle at times and venting
might not help the situation get better, but boy, does it feel good
sometimes hehehehehe.

Brad
on 11:39 AM 9/7/2005, lelia said:
Hi all well, its still not over.

Last week Todd got laryngitis which the doc said was a viral
infection.  Ok
just one more thing to add to poor Todd's physical summer.

So we get up yesterday morning thinking yipeeeee he's going to go to work
not at all he woke up with ahorrid sinus headache which I've not seen him
deal with ver.  He got it so bad he was nauseous now I've gotten a few
headaches like that but not Todd.  So we called the doctor and the doctor
basically said "Well, if you have a fever or any discharge then come in if
not just take some over the counter medicine jerks sorry.

So again we woke up today and we finally went to this urgent care place
which is right across the street from where Todd works and they gave him
an
antibiotic a decongestant and Ficadan, sorry for the spelling not sure how
to spell that.  They say he has a sinus infection which is from the viral
infection he had and also a tension headache.  So he can't go back to work
till Friday and that is where we are now.

Now I'm going to be straight honest with all of you we are both
frustrated,
depressed, and just mad.  ARe we mad at God?  NO, we know that God is with
us but we have truly been saying to God and each other God why is this
happening?  and when will it end/  This is absolutely horrid I feel so
helpless with Todd and he is so frustrated and I don't blame him one bit.
I think the one thing that is holding us is our faith meaning that though
we
feel the feelings we feel we are still praising our God because we both
know
that no one but no one can help us in this we truly need God's devine
intervention.  and I am spending this day in prayer oh sure I'm doing my
daily activities but I am truly praying about Todd.

I know that this has been a long long email but I just had to vent a bit.
This is absolutely rediculous and I want it to stop.

But hey on another note we have so many blessings in our lives we are
married we have a roof over our heads we have food Todd still has a job
and
people there that are truly kind and understanding.  So hey I guess things
could be a lot worse.

Thanks for reading

Please I am asking you all to keep the prayers coming for Todd he needs
them.


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Lelia - I_love_my_husband