Rhonda,
I think the fact you were concerned instead of angry shows great growth.  I
know God has worked and is working in me, and probably all of us blind folks
on the list, in this area.

JulieMelton
visit me at
www.heart-and-music.com
Keep smiling!


----- Original Message -----
From: "Rhonda" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Sunday, August 28, 2005 4:20 PM
Subject: Re: what to say?


> I do believe that prayer is a great way to talk to God,  but for someone
> to
> assume that just because I'm blind I always have on my mind  getting
> healed
> isn't how it is.  Like anyone else, I'd love to see the world around me, I
> don't know what the sunrise looks like, or mountains covered with snow, or
> the face of y husband or girls, sometimes I'm sad about not seeing these
> things, but I've never seen them,  I truly think that there is a purpose
> behind what happens in our lives.
> I guess I feel oehow defensive sometimes, when asked  do you believe? it
> seems the reason for no answer must be  my fault!  but I don't see prayer
> like a vending machine, say the right prayer get your miracle!!!
> I guess this just brings back emories of the past when this has happened!
> this time however, I was not sad, or angry, I was more concerned about the
> one who wanted to pray...
> Rhonda
>