and the thing about that too is that we are taught or some of us are taught
that we need to be or try to be Holy to God grin that sounds too funny now I
write it. But I mean I was taught that I needed to act happy for God but
doh God knows me better than I do but the weird ting is I still find myself
trying to be what I'm not ouch
--
Lelia - I_love_my_husband
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From: "Cindy H" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Monday, September 26, 2005 5:35 AM
Subject: Re: depression and other emotional issues
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> Rhonda
> I so agree with what you are saying here. For some reason, ppl think that
> your not supposed to grieve over what is lost. God knows weather or not I
> have it together, and my pretending don't fool Him or me.
>
> cindy
>
> Rhonda <[log in to unmask]> wrote:
> Why is it, that some people think that in order to be living a
> "CVictorious
> Christian life" one must be perfectly happy all the time. Loosing a
> daughter at such a young age is hard, grief is normal, why can't people be
> allowed time to grieve in their own way, to learn to face life as it is
> now,
> let go of the past, all the what-ifs, and should-haves, pretending as
> George's wife seems to be that nothing is wrong isn't helping anyone
> especially her, I don't know about the rest of you, but I am tired of
> playing the "I have it all together game" I know a real God, who is bigger
> than all my real and imagined problems, He is not deminished by my fears,
> my
> questions, and He is more than willing to help me, when I awaken at
> midnight and worry about the fuuture, what might happen, or think of the
> past, what should have been done, or could have been done, I have
> somewhere
> to go, "You shall know the truth and it will set you free"
> and so I tell God the truth, the truth He already knew, that I am once
> again
> in the middle of a war, my doubts and fears seem to be winning, and I am
> lost somewhere looking for some peace of mind, Rhonda
>
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> <DIV>Rhonda</DIV>
> <DIV>I so agree with what you are saying here. For some reason, ppl think
> that your not supposed to grieve over what is lost. God knows weather or
> not I have it together, and my pretending don't fool Him or me. </DIV>
> <DIV> </DIV>
> <DIV>cindy<BR><BR><B><I>Rhonda <[log in to unmask]></I></B>
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> <BLOCKQUOTE class=replbq style="PADDING-LEFT: 5px; MARGIN-LEFT: 5px;
> BORDER-LEFT: #1010ff 2px solid">Why is it, that some people think that in
> order to be living a "CVictorious<BR>Christian life" one must be perfectly
> happy all the time. Loosing a<BR>daughter at such a young age is hard,
> grief is normal, why can't people be<BR>allowed time to grieve in their
> own way, to learn to face life as it is now,<BR>let go of the past, all
> the what-ifs, and should-haves, pretending as<BR>George's wife seems to be
> that nothing is wrong isn't helping anyone<BR>especially her, I don't know
> about the rest of you, but I am tired of<BR>playing the "I have it all
> together game" I know a real God, who is bigger<BR>than all my real and
> imagined problems, He is not deminished by my fears, my<BR>questions, and
> He is more than willing to help me, when I awaken at<BR>midnight and worry
> about the fuuture, what might happen, or think of the<BR>past, what should
> have been done, or could have been done, I have
> somewhere<BR>to go, "You shall know the truth and it will set you
> free"<BR>and so I tell God the truth, the truth He already knew, that I am
> once again<BR>in the middle of a war, my doubts and fears seem to be
> winning, and I am<BR>lost somewhere looking for some peace of mind,
> Rhonda<BR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR><BR><DIV>
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