Thank you Pat and God bless.  I am going to send a update later

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Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
Karen Carter '74



> Karen,
>
> I'm praying for you that you don't loose your house and that God provides
> the finances every month to pay all your bills. I know it's hard but God
> can and does provide when we least expect it.
>
> I'm praying for you, Loving one.
>
> Call me if you want to talk.
>
> Love you,
> Pat Ferguson
>
>
>
> At 09:51 PM 5/12/05, you wrote:
> >Yesterday Wednesday.  I went to the office because of the repocession
> >notice.  and let Chris the mang know I was going to welfare to see what
> >they could do.  While I was there the mortgage company called her because
> >I forgot to give them my new number.  Well they want a payment by the 18th
> >at least 400.00.  Well I wrote chris a check for two hundred to hold the
> >dogs back,  which means 200 short for the stupid card.  So now I need six
> >hundred by the 18th.  And than it will start all over again for the nest month.
> >well this is what the plan is.  I got on my knees I told God that I do love my
> >house and would love to keep it.  But, I can not live like this way
> >Lord.  I cannot enjoy the house if I have to worry every month and take
> >money from others to pay my bills. I told him it is ok  if he wants the
> >house  back that is o'kay because after all the house is not what keeps me
> >alive and he had no where to even lay his head while he was on earth.  I
> >can have just as good of a life in a litttle apartment as a house.  After
> >all home is where the heart is. A building is a building.  Now I do love
> >my home and hope I do not have to loose it but if I do I will go on. I
> >told him the only way I could be released from this burden is a job or
> >some rich person have compasion and give me 100.000 so I can pay off the
> >house a chunk on the lot. pay the bills and get rid of the card. I don't
> >want to go month to month and now it is all snow balling. I am one month
> >behind on the lot, 2 on the house, 4 gas and one on lights.  The only
> >reason I have cable and phone is Fawn pays the cable and Sharon pays the
> >phone and that is not right.  Now  I did cry while on the phone and
> >praying but that was more because of filling like a failure again.  I fill
> >like everythin I have tried in life fails.   But fillings are not fact.
> >I have peace so this is the plan
> >So I went over to Riverfront Apts and put in an application.
> >I hope my credit does not mess that up.  I went to welfare and they will
> >not do nothing until I go to court and get the kicked out notice stamped
> >by the court.  So if God wants me to give up the house I will get an
> >apartment.  And I will take those three months it takes to get kick out to
> >move.  And than If God does give me a miracle I will pay up and move back
> >in.  I only asked God of one thing I would want him to do if he does take
> >the house.  I asked him to make sure the next resident be a Christain and
> >to love my house like I do.  When God showed me the light to promise me I
> >would not loose my house it was as long as I wanted and he wanted me to
> >have it.  So I do not really know what God wants but what ever he wants it
> >is o'kay.  I can loose the house here but no one can take my Heavenly
> >mansion he has for me.
> >--
> >Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
> >Karen Carter '74