Phil, this is awesome that you and George are willing to help others.  God
bless you and what you are doing.  I will be praying for the both of you.

Amy


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From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Friday, May 06, 2005 1:57 PM
Subject: Fw: My child is not here


> George is paid for his website and my son and I are in the process of
> constructing his site for him.  I am going to try and at least get his
front
> page up today but I thought you would like to see this current testimony.
> George is already praying with people, to my amazement, in spite of the
fact
> he is going through the grief of the death of his daughter.  He is a
better
> man than I am.
>
> Phil.
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "George S. Roberts" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Friday, May 06, 2005 9:49 AM
> Subject: My child is not here
>
>
> Something is not quite right as the father awakened and went to his
> daughter's room and found her not there. Why is she not here? For 23 years
> she has been here. I looked everywhere. for her. I found my mind
searching.
> Finally it dawned on me. She passed away April 11th 2005. Why am I still
> looking for her, I was there when she breathed her last breath and was
> holding her right hand. Even kissed her on her left cheek and said honey
> Dad's getting older and I will see you soon in Heaven. Staying in the
> hospital with her for 5 and a half months gave me no clue that her
departure
> was near. I knew she had suffered since she was 3 months old with a
> debillitating disease. But really did not believe she would be gone from
us.
> Before her departure I had a very real yet profound experience with my
Lord
> Jesus I called it On the bridge with Jesus. Perhaps as real as this close
> encounter of the God kind was,he was preparing me in a way for my
Daughter's
> departure. Nothing on earth I can imagine can be so hard as a child
> leaving,but it happened. Alot of people have told me well she is in a
better
> place. Why does that not seem to help me. I am a Christian and am looking
> forward even more to go or the glorious rapture of the Church. But yet all
> there words seem empty to me I want my daughter here with me. We had pizza
> parties,watched movies,I was always fixing her car or doing something for
> her. I often wonder what was her departure like. As days go by and reality
> sinks in. It is very difficult she is not here. Now I am faced with go
back
> to work everything will be fine,is another cliche of words heard by so
many
> parents that there child is gone and that is what they need to do. Just
get
> your mind off of it. There is only 1 way to be healed of something like
this
> or past woundedness and that healing comes from the True Lord Jesus
Christ.
> I personally have had over 100 hours of prayer where the Lord with my
prayer
> intercessor has taken me to memories with lie based thinking and the Lord
> has shown the lie,given the truth and set me free. See John 8:32. If you
> have experienced the above true story or know you have woundedness that
has
> lead to depression,anxiety or thoughts of suicide because you believe
there
> is no way out. I urge you to contact Phil Scovell at
safeplacefellowship.com
> or George S. Roberts at safeharborprayerministries.com and begin the road
to
> healing and not just tolerable recovery. I have been there and lived it
and
> so has Phil. We are trained in intercessory prayer to help the individual
> find what the Lord wants them to know about lies in memories that are
> hurting them. Again I state we are intercessors and Jesus does the
healing.
> 1 last point this is not deliverance ministry.
> your brother and faithful servant to Jesus
> George S. Roberts
> 918-696-6133
> email [log in to unmask]
>
>
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