Hey Phil,
In truth, I don't believe it, that I am a failure, that is  .  I know that
I sacrificed a lot for the kids and I tried really hard to provide a warm
accepting and supportive environment for them.  I also know that I tried to
pass on my faith and my morals.  I just don't get why they are fighting so
hard against everything I stand for.  Well, I suppose Chris is the main one
that you could target as rebellious.  Matt is just being arrogant, which is
also rebellion, but at least we can talk so it doesn't feel as "in your
face," as what Chris does.  I have to admit though, the result is about the
same:  two kids that are determined to learn life's lessons the hard way;
and me, hearing my Dad's disgusted voice in the back of my mind.
Kathy


At 10:29 AM 7/1/2005, you wrote:
>Kathy,
>
>That feeling of failure is one of the most common things I come across in
>prayer sessions.  I had it, too, but for different reasons.  It makes no
>difference.  When we believe something that isn't true, it is because it
>feels true.  discovering where the lie is rooted will allow the feeling to
>seem real and that is the beginning of real freedom in Christ.
>
>Phil.