You have friends here, we don't have any answers, but know who does,  we too
have seen life as a book, wishing another chapter would be a  happy one,
feeling as though we have been stranded somewhere in a bad section of the
story!
know I am praying for you, for God's provision and peace, for friends to
share your burden, and help when that is needed.
Life is so hard sometimes,
we share tears here, joys, and frustrations, and mostly a love for Our God!

Rhonda