In a message dated 10/9/05 2:03:27 AM, [log in to unmask] writes:

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<< I have CP and am in a wheelchair because I wore out my hip joints but I
don't consider myself disabled and never have.  It's all how in you see yourself
and the world, I suppose.  If someone tells me I'm disabled, I just stop and
stare and them - unnerves 'em every time! ;) >>

I really appreciate this perspective.  I have problems with fine motor
skills, weakness in my arms, posture, and balance, but my major problem is that it
hurts to walk.  My lower legs feel stiff and sore and it's hard to move them,
so I walk slowly.  I also have a limp from when I sprained my left ankle 23
years ago and it healed improperly.

I see what you're saying about not defining myself as disabled, even if I get
some sort of diagnosis.  Especially because these seem to be mild problems.
I am hoping to get help so I can function better.  I was a preemie (11 weeks
early, weighing 2 lb. 12 oz.) so I suspect that whatever is going on is related
to that.

thanks,

Mary Katherine