Hey Lelia,
I've had those days.  Isn't it interesting that they come most often on
Sundays?  Praying for you and hope that your experience of worship today
will lift you up.
Kathy


At 07:27 AM 3/6/2005, you wrote:
>Hi all, or I should say morning all.
>
>I am in an ugly mood, I should be happy I heard from my sister but I'm not.
>She is trying to tell me she is behaving when I know in her voice and
>manners she isn't.
>
>I know that God gives us the family He gives us for a reason but you know
>sometimes I just feel like throwing up my hands and saying ok God I'm done.
>But then I know that if something happened to any of my family I'd feel
>guilty thinking i'd not done enough.  I'm blessed with so much both in the
>world and spiritually but it seems nothing I do or can do helps my family
>because they want to but don't want to help themselves.
>
>I'm sorry all, I'm just rambling its one of those days where I don't want to
>go to church I don't want to sing I don't even know if I want to cry or what
>I want to do I just know that I am not sure how much more I can deal with.
>It seems as though I give my family an inch and they all take a mile.  When
>I say my family I mean my mom and my sister and even the children but I
>really can't blame them at all I know that they learn from my mom and Linda.
>
>Ok all, I think I'm through rambling I don't know if any of this made sense
>and I'm sorry if it is long delete if you like.
>
>
>Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]