Chris,

I'm praying for all your prayer requests, and I'm praying that God will
give you both direction and give you counsel and love and wisdom.

I'm praying for God's will to be done in all situations in your lives. I'm
praying for Peace in your lives between you and Kristin and both your
parents, and that God's will prevailes.

Love and Blessings,
Pat Ferguson

At 08:03 AM 2/14/05, you wrote:
>OK, now before I start, i know what some of you all's reation to this
>probably will be.  I've been under a lot of stress lately, so if you need to
>be blunt and say something to me in a negative way, please hold the comment
>as right now, discouragement isn't what I need to hear.  I'm just going to
>be very direct and to the exact point with you all, OK.  I've wanted to ask
>for prayer on this in the past, but God revealed at that given time, that
>the timing wasn't right, whereas now, I know in my heart he's saying to ask.
>For about the past month and a half, Kristin and I have been trying harder
>than you'd ever believe to have children.  I know that certain people have
>been known to try for years upon years, sometimes even a whole decade, and
>still not get anywhere, so we're not yet this soon giving up, no, but still,
>we really feel like now is the time to really start trying.  but anyway...
>enough commenting on that:  the point is, I just need each and all of you
>all who are willing, please to pray that God may work a miricle, if it be
>his will, and something will happen soon and she may become with child.
>I've already told her, that even if we never once had a kid a day in our
>life, I would still love her just the same, and of corse would charish
>spending forever alone with her, however, again, I don't know why, but I'm
>telling you all, we've prayed countless never ending sleepless nights about
>this, that God would send us down a miricle.  Guys, if it be God's will, and
>I stress, only: if it be God's will, we cannot tell you all how badly we
>want this dream to come true.  That is why we are asking for prayer beyond
>comprehention, for this to rest in God's hands, and if it be his will, then
>may it happen, but if not, to allow Kristin and I to deal with the pain of
>disappointment in a mature, calm, and adult non sinful mannor.
>
>
>Thanks for caring and thanks for listening.  Again, I know that a lot of you
>may be freaked over this mail, but please, I beg you all not to be.  Again,
>above I stated, if this is not what God wants, then neither do we.
>
>
>Chris.