Vicki,

It is easy to hide behind that keyboard isn't it. That is I mean a
comfortable place to serve. Patience. Trust me, don't Ishmilize it. No
water arobics doesn't equate baptism either... sorry to say. Since   I'm a
rock guy, I thought of the old song by R E O Speedwagon that said...
"Should I follow my head, or follow my heart... I'll follow my heart". Good
advice when referring to God, but not the rest of their lyrics lol.

Brad