Ben doesn't have his job anymore, it was as he had thought.  His boss is
upset because Ben had an eye doctor appointment yesterday, he went during
his lunch hour, and was back 45 minutes past the end of his lunch time.
That of course isn't really the reason, just the current one.  Ben told his
boss that he had tried to help the company, and even came back after the
lazor surgery and stayed until 7, he told them he had tried to do his best
at the job, but it didn't seem he could please anyone.
Things just weren't the same for Ben once he came back frommedical leave.

So, we are back in a some what familiar place, though I hadn't really
expected to be here again.

We have some money in savings, so will be  ok for a  little while, Ben has
already been looking for a job,  a little on the side, because he felt this
would happen.
He brought a report home the other day saying production was up 140
percent, but apparently that wasn't good enough. I know this is so very
discouraging for Ben, it has to be  so depressing, to work hard at a job,
Ben has been staying late, and has worked the last four weekends thinking
that would help.
I pray that Ben finds a job soon, money isn't everything, sure we all need
it, but we need to work in a place where we are valued.

I will not allow circumstances to  to change the truth I know,
my value will not be determined by what goes on around me,
we will be ok,
we have been through this before,
it is not the end of the world.

I appreciate all of you listening,
and we both appreciate your prayers,
praying for all of you too!

Rhonda