I am feeling worse than I ever in my entire life remember feeling.  This is
even worse than 1996 when I went to the school for the blind.  I mean, it's
bad.  I just really need someone to talk to tonight, via phone.  I don't
mean to inconvenience anyone, but this can't wait.  I need to talk.  I'll
try not to get too emotional on you, but I'm in complete anguish.


Please someone write me and tell me how I can't contact you.

This has gotten so bad, I'm tempted just not to even go in to work tomorrow.


Chris.