Rhonda,
I know how anxious you must be right now. But, as the apostle Paul wrote,
"be anxious for nothing but in all things give thanks".
Continue to lay your burdens at the feet of the Lord for "He cares for yo".
I will be praying with you that the Lord show you and Ben what he wants for
you at this point in your life and that He will direct you in His paths.
Ned