the problem is there's always been trauma. I've never had a positive
hospital experience.
and while part of my mind know tomoro might b different
I'm so ready to call and cancel

----- Original Message -----
From: "BD" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, January 19, 2004 3:08 AM
Subject: Re: insanity


> Job showed us that what he feared the most came upon him. Paul tells us
> that we've not been born in Christ with a spirit of fear but of peace,
love
> and a sound mind. I guess my suggestion would be to read as much of God's
> word and remove the focus from what you fear. I'd not worry about what you
> will act like in front of your friend, to be honest that is pride? And
even
> though we all deal with it to a degree in our lives at times, it ought
> never be reason we do what we do,. Sometimes these things of fear need be
> seen through. By that I mean if fear is over tests? Then once gone through
> the tests with no drama, then next time we have a sign from God, or
> evidence of God's faithfulness, to put our trust. I pray  the
> truth  overshadow any fear that may arise.
>
> Brad
>
>
> Shelly Pryer wrote:
> >So why doesn't that knowledge help. Tonight my friend said that she
thought
> >it was good I was dealingwith fear now so that on tuesdayI will probably
b
> >very calm. I hope she's right. She's like a close friend and if I freek
out
> >and act all wimpy in front of her I'm gonna feel so dumb!
> >Shelly
> >
> >----- Original Message -----
> >From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
> >To: <[log in to unmask]>
> >Sent: Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:30 PM
> >Subject: Re: insanity
> >
> >
> > > Shelly,
> > >
> > > Your fears are certainly understandable but the Lord will be with you
> > > through the whole thing.  Plus, many people are praying for you.
> > >
> > > Phil.