Hey Chris are you up now?  If so and I get a reply I'll call if not then
I'll pray for you well, I'll pray either way.

Lelia


----- Original Message -----
From: "Chris" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, January 11, 2004 2:16 AM
Subject: I need! not want, but need! to talk to someone, Ee? Medietly!


> let's just say that I'm convinced beyond words that I'm gonna go to Hell!
>
> i'm sitting here trembling so badly that my fingers are hardly able to
> properly type.  please!  Someone either call me or let me call you this
> morning.  Even if it's over seas, i don't care, i'll call, just if you'll
> let me.  Who cares now about the bill, this is a matter of spiritual life
or
> death.  not physical, mind you, i'm not suicidal, but I'm possitive I'm
> going to hell, like it or not.  i gotta talk.  please someone! I know I'm
> begging, but I won't stop.  I don't wanna be irritating, and no, i can't
> just pray, please, don't even offer that.  i can't handle this through
> e-mail, nor alone, period, and I odn't know honestly that emotionally I'm
> gonna be able to make it through the evening.  should I say morning
> actually.  Please!  Anyone!
>
> I need to talk via voice.  I'm getting demanding i know, but you'll see
why
> when we talk.  Trust me...  I just can't take it!  no, no family issues,
> something else...  pat, I'll say no more than to say No, Ann didn't do
> anything wrong...  She actually helped, but I certainly didn't afterward
> expect these results.  Please! I'm begging!  Someone, help me!  Please!
>
>
> I'm extremely tempted to call phil, but I won't at this hour or he'd kill
> me!
>
>
> I'm totally outta breth i'm crying so hard.
>
> Please! someone!
>
> 704-644-3714
>
>
> or e-mail me your number.
>
> [log in to unmask]
>
>
>
> Please!
>
> Chris.
>