Hi all,

Right now I am dealing with tremendous anger.  I am angry with my diabetes
as it is way out of control.  Earlier tonight my sugar read 522.  Now it is
at 152 and the swing is too hard to take.  It leaves me with a horrible
headache and lots of tears.  I've been having swings lately and I have been
talking to people in my sleep on the telephone, not hearing the phone ring
because I'm out of it, and I don't like these things happening to me when
I'm by myself.  I'm scared!  Anyway, we've tried different things and the
doctor is now recommending an insulin pump.  I am so sorry to vent like
this, but I need real prayer here.  When the swings are this drastic, it not
only causes headaches, but entire body aches and a desperate lack of energy.
I washed 6 loads of clothes yesterday and haven't the energy to fold a
thing.  LOL, so my living room looks like a garage sale bin.

I think the most frustrating aspect of all of this is that even weight
management is difficult on the type of insulin I am taking.  The quack says
it can't be done so he is changing things for me.  Wow, does my head hurt at
this moment!  Shew!  I think I have the headache from ... well!

Thanks for listening to me, brothers and sisters.  LOL, I haven't come
unglued, honest.

April


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