Oh Jenn, this is horrible, I'm so sorry. :-(  They shouldn't put you
through this, it's  so unfair.  What I would like to do to this
neurologist on your behalf is unrepeatable.  His treatment (or lack
of) of you is cruel and unnecessary.  I would like to be able to do
something  to help, but all I can do is say, hold on, dear Jenn, do
what you have to do to get through this injustice, and we are all here
with you, in spirit at least.  You deserve a happy and painfree
existence, and I pray that it will come soon.

With all possible love and hope for a better future for you SOON!
Many hugs
Rayna