Jenn, you feel the way you feel, there is no should or should not
about it.  And why do you feel like it is your fault?  You deserve
relief from pain, and I hope with all my heart that it happens for you
soon.  I know from personal experience that it is soooo hard to study
whilst in bad pain.  Sending you hugs and best wishes.

Rayna

On Wed, Jan 30, 2002 at 06:37:13PM -0500, Jennifer Zubko wrote:


    Thank you for your prrayers, and please continue to pray-- even though I
    should not feel this way, I feel as if this is all my fault. I want so
    much to just have relief from pain.

    Thank you for all your help.It means more to me than words could ever say.

    Jenn