I know how you feel, Rayna.  I've told some people
that I would pay for a cup of coffee or tea if they
took me to the coffee shop that is right around the
conner and help me up that one step to get into the
place ad nobody wants to bother with me.  Hang in
there.


Hugs,
Chester Worwa

> -----Original Message-----
> From: Rayna Lamb
> [mailto:[log in to unmask]]
> Sent: Wednesday, March 07, 2001 12:19 PM
> To: [log in to unmask]
> Subject: Re: Last month's quotes
>
>
> This quote stood out for me, I'm feeling like this
> at the moment.  I
> would give anything in world to not be as isolated
> and as unbearably
> lonely as I am.  It is the worst part of the CP.
> I'm so tired of
> this.  I would willingly put up with ten times the
> amount of
> physical pain I currently have, if I could feel
> connected to people.
> It just never seems to let up, I can't bear it.  No
> one seems to want
> to see me for who I am inside, and if they do they
> either bolt, or try
> to destroy me.  I HATE THIS PAIN.
>
> Sorry, I know the above is horribly depressing, but
> while typing this
> at least I have been able to cry for the first time
> in days.  I will
> be back to normal soon.
>
> Rayna
>
> On Wed, Mar 07, 2001 at 07:59:39AM -0800, Dave at
> Inclusion Daily Express
> wrote  "The autism doesn't cause me much of a
> problem, but the isolation
> does."
>     --David Miedzianik, a poet in England writing
> about the loneliness he
>     experiences (February 14)