Thanks, Ken.  I'm not sure if my fingers would hold up enough to type
as much as I would like, there seems to be too much pain in my heart,
I know that it eventually eases, but single moments seem endless when
I'm in the middle of this.  I just want it to stop, I'm so tired of
it.  And, unlike physical pain, there are no pills or potions that
would even take the edge of it.
But, yes it does help me - not entirely sure if it does the rest of
you any good to have to read it, though.
Rayna

On Wed, Mar 07, 2001 at 12:38:51PM -0500, Barber, Kenneth L. wrote:
    IF IT HELPS WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU PLEASE.

    -----Original Message-----
    From: Rayna Lamb [mailto:[log in to unmask]]
    Sent: Wednesday, March 07, 2001 12:19 PM
    To: [log in to unmask]
    Subject: Re: Last month's quotes


    This quote stood out for me, I'm feeling like this at the moment.  I
    would give anything in world to not be as isolated and as unbearably
    lonely as I am.  It is the worst part of the CP.  I'm so tired of
    this.  I would willingly put up with ten times the amount of
    physical pain I currently have, if I could feel connected to people.
    It just never seems to let up, I can't bear it.  No one seems to want
    to see me for who I am inside, and if they do they either bolt, or try
    to destroy me.  I HATE THIS PAIN.

    Sorry, I know the above is horribly depressing, but while typing this
    at least I have been able to cry for the first time in days.  I will
    be back to normal soon.

    Rayna

    On Wed, Mar 07, 2001 at 07:59:39AM -0800, Dave at Inclusion Daily Express
    wrote  "The autism doesn't cause me much of a problem, but the isolation
    does."
        --David Miedzianik, a poet in England writing about the loneliness he
        experiences (February 14)