Toddy I had much the same thoughts as I was reading those threads ( and the same reluctance to jump in, lol). I am a psychiatric nurse/ counsellor by profession. On my caseload I have clients living with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, PTSD, depression, anxiety disorder,etc. Most of my work involves grieving: the losses incurred as a result of their illness or disorder, whatever that is and having the actual illness itself. Over the years I have found that grief due to loss is a common lived experience for almost everyone who has experienced life with a chronic illness or condition. If people are stuck in denial, depression, anger... they need to get unstuck. Often just having someone to really listen is enough. The whole purpose of the grieving process is to come to acceptance. Of the loss, of the change, of the new limitations, of the need for new hopes and dreams... My son will need to grieve his differences from others as he grows AND learn to celebrate his own unique gifts to come to accept who he is (and like himself). Acceptance from others is so important as Carla's post attested to. Rejection and abuse create a breeding ground for the anger and denial that many others spoke of. I don't think this is an area exclusive to CP... it applies to anyone. Didn't mean to go off on too much of a tangent.. just my $0.02 FWIW. :) Yvonne Mommy to 2 year-old triplets: Robert (NDA), Anthony (PVL, CP), and Our Angel, Joseph {April 14/97-Dec. 31/98}. Ottawa, Canada