Axel.... I have been following your plight with interest because I've been experiencing similar things. I had gone raw in Nov of 98, was raw for 3 months. I lost 28 lbs (I am now 5'3" and 124lbs) and I am pretty muscular. I am also breastfeeding two kids. I started yoyoing back to cooked food.....I had dizzy spells; cravings; low milk supply. When I would eat the "junk food" ie veggie burgers, tofu, chocolate....I would feel much better.....I have been trying to eat about 75% raw but its even harder to do that because when I give myself "permission" to eat cooked, I binge. I just weighed myself at my neighbors and have put on 5lbs since last week!!!!! Now when I weighed myself last time I was eating all raw, and I did eat a lot (both raw and cooked) today at my SILs house, so I think its more like a 2-3lb gain, but still!!!!!! To be honest, I am so afraid to gain the weight back......I've always struggled with my weight and I am finally comfortable with myself (for the most part; I'd love to lose another 5-10lbs)......anyway, I guess I am worried that I am being a kook ......I am a binge eater.....when I eat raw, I don't binge nearly as much, and let's face it, its hard to eat tons of raw. I also feel "puffy" when I'm eating cooked because I am bloated and gassy. SO.....anyone else here struggling with an eating disorder/compulsive eating? I guess I am concerned esp. since I am nursing two kids! Thanks! :) Jen aka Kashmir3