I agree Pat I think it is one of the end time plagues. -- I would rather live my life as if there is a God, and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out there is. ABC's of Salvation Admit you are a sinner. Rom 3:23 Believe on Christ. Acts 16:31 Confess your faith. Rom 10:9-10 Karen Carter 74' -------------- Original message -------------- From: Pat Ferguson <[log in to unmask]> > Thanks, Phil. I'll be praying for you and for Sandy, as well. > > It just seems like everyone is dying of Cancer, and I can't go a day > without hearing that word or even thinking about it. I hate it. > > It's almost like the Seizure thing. I'm so scared of seizures as > well, and I some times think of them for no reason. > > I'm also very frightened when someone gets sick. > > We went to Duluth for Christmas, and for the most part, we had a > great time. Vernon got sick on Christmas Eve day after we had gotten > back from Sam's, and I was so scared, that I could not even eat lunch > at noon. We all just sat around after lunch, and I prayed and prayed, > and cried some, and if anyone made a noise, I was soooooooo nervous > that it might wake him up. Sharon and Ed were so sweet about it all. > > We found out the next day, after talking to a friend who is a medical > transcriber, that it was most likely because of the anti-dumping pill > he took as he took 2 of them, and well, he probably shouldn't have > taken any, but he did as the doctor told him to do. So, when we left > on Wednesday, he didn't take anything, and we had an uneventful trip > back home with the GPS getting us out of a bind in MNPLS. > > I even cry for no reason. > > Thanks for praying. > > Lovingly, > > Pat Ferguson > At 06:55 PM 2/11/2008, you wrote: > >Pat, > > > >I know what it feels like, the fear that is, concerning just the thought of > >your mate getting cancer again after what Sandy went through 8 years ago or > >more now it has been I guess. So, we'll be praying for you and Vernon, too. > > > >Phil. > > > > > > > >----- Original Message ----- > >From: "Pat Ferguson" > >To: > >Sent: Monday, February 11, 2008 5:37 PM > >Subject: An Apology, and A Prayer request > > > > > > > Hi Everyone, > > > > > > First of all, I want to apologize for putting my stuff about my > > > anxiety and depression in a reply to Phil's message. I should not > > > have done that, and I am sorry I did that. Please forgive me. That > > > was very selfish of me to do that. > > > > > > Now, here is my prayer request. > > > > > > I've been having more anxiety lately, and some depression, and I was > > > going to increase the Zoloft before Christmas, with my P.A.'s > > > permission, but I didn't do it. Now, I have to do it! I'm so scared! > > > > > > It's all I think about. Cancer! Cancer! and more Cancer! I'm so scared! > > > > > > I am not worried about me, and I don't have cancer, but I'm afraide > > > of Vernon getting it again. > > > > > > I get so scared for other people when I hear they have cancer. I cry > > > when others cry, and I cry when I read email about other people's > > > depression or health problems. > > > > > > Lovingly, > > > Pat Ferguson > > > > > > >