Thanks, Carol. I appreciate this, and I've written you off list regarding a phone prayer session. Anyway, it's wonderful that we serve a God who not only loves us enough that He sent Jesus into this awful world to die for us and make a way for us to inherit eternal life, but it's also wonderful the way He leads us. ----- Original Message ----- From: "Carol Pearson" <[log in to unmask]> To: <[log in to unmask]> Sent: Thursday, January 10, 2008 6:19 AM Subject: Re: please pray > Kim, > > I'm on the case big time! <Smiles> > > I remember you mentioning about this before I left the list in the Summer > last year ... > > I can call you to pray some time if you want. (Write off list if you do.) > > God can do wonderful things. Just think, what an adventure! What a way > He could lead you ... but of course we want what He wants ... and I'm sure > it isn't living the life you're having to have with your aunt right now, > from the sound of things. > > Heaps of love from across that merky, cold pond! > > -- > Carol > [log in to unmask] > > > ----- Original Message ----- > From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]> > To: <[log in to unmask]> > Sent: Wednesday, January 09, 2008 10:29 PM > Subject: please pray > > >> I'm trying to make a major decision. In a small way, I believe God's >> leading me to leave my aunt and go live with my Dad, sister, and nephew. >> I'm disenchanted with my aunt and the man who lives with us. Lately, I >> can't sleep at night, I'm so restless, I'm feeling emotionally dead >> inside. I'm saved. I know this is just a valley and a test of my faith, >> or it's some kind of spirit or an attack of the devil. Lately, I've >> gotten to where I want to be with my sister more, and usually, I'm making >> all kinds of excuses to get out of going home with her. I'm grateful that >> I'm actually wanting to be with them now. I seriously believe God's >> leading me to go and live with them, but I need prayer action on this. A >> few people have told me that I'd get along better if I were with them. At >> least the SSI money I get every month would be accessible to me, instead >> of being hidden away in some secret account I know nothing about. Of >> course, my aunt feels bad that Jenny, my sister didn't stay with us the >> other night because my aunt was really hateful with her the other day. I >> don't blame her, I wouldn't stay either. I strongly believe God's leading >> me to leave my aunt and go to Dad, but I need to know for sure, before I >> jump into the black water. I'm so confused, depressed, sleep deprived, >> stressed, sick and tired, frustrated, ashamed, panicked, scared to death, >> aggravated, angry, headed for a psychotic breakdown, not to mention a >> nervous breakdown, restless, disenchanted, discontented, dissatisfied, >> and emotionally turned inside out. It's a dark and foreboding valley for >> me. I'm praying, but I need prayer support. I've got a few friends >> praying, but I need a bigger group of prayer warriors praying for me. >> Please pray that God will reveal to me what He'd have me do. >