Father in Heaven thank you for your love for Lyn and thank you that you except her for she is. Please give her the peace that passes all understanding. I too have ROP and the offul learning curve it slows you way down. I believe that is part of the reason some of the people did not hire me. I could do the work but was slow sometimes. -- Christ is the reason for the season. If there was not Chirst. There would be no Christ-mas. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! Karen Carter Class of '74 -------------- Original message -------------- From: Lyn Latham <[log in to unmask]> Dear E-church members, I just wanted to pop in today and ask for prayer and also begin a discussion with any of you who might be going through something similar. As most of you know, I used to work at Verizon Wireless, 5 years in Ohio and 2 years in Florida. To no avail, i tried to stick in there, but they would change things so that JAWS wouldn't work, and then not just that, but each time I would mention anything to them they didn't hear my voice. Now I have left since July because of the emotional stress of the high pressured call center. I felt there was nothing else that I could do. Now I am trying to look for jobs, and Division of Blind Services will not help me. They made my therapist write a letter to say what kind of work I could do, and because she said no call centers they said they can't help me. So now, I tried to find jobs and whenever they find out that we are blind they do not want you. I just don't understand that. I have been in therapy since around March or May just trying to g et through all of this stuff. I pray and ask the Lord to help me through, I need deliverance from past junk, and I just can't seem to let go because eah time when I think that i have let go, something comes up to tell me that I'm stil a failure. I know the devil is a lier and there is no truth in Him, so why do I still insist on carrying this, and why cant' I get anything worthwhile? I just have a high school education and I know that's a lot of the trouble, but I tried school and I have too much of a learning curve to keep up. How many have ROP, and have you had these problems like with the learning curve? Just pray. I don't want to get on a tangent, but this group should be to lift each other up in the Lord, and that'swhat I need now. I'm pretty down in the dumps now. If anyone wants to call me and talk, you can reach me at: 813-998-2070. Thanks for listening. ound last May or April and I am better. However, I have ____________________________________________________ Lyn Latham Psalm 30:5 NIRV Published author of: "Joy Comes In The Morning" available at: www.authorhouse.com/bookstore/bookhome.aspx