Rhonda, It's really OK. All of us are just concerned, and we know noone is more concerned about Ben than you. I have nothing but sympathy for your predicament, since ben has to make a choice to accept treatment. JulieMelton visit me at www.heart-and-music.com Keep smiling! >From: Rhonda Partain <[log in to unmask]> >Reply-To: The Electronic Church <[log in to unmask]> >To: [log in to unmask] >Subject: apology >Date: Mon, 10 Apr 2006 21:52:37 -0400 > >I am sorry, I really never talked to anyone, I did leave a message, but >never heard back! I just feel sooo awful, I can't do anything, if I were >to >call 911 Ben could refuse treatment, he has the right to do that! I do >think he needs to see someone, but what can I do? People were saying "If I >were You" and I just felt so awful, caught between well, wanting Ben to go >get some medical attention and not knowing how to get him to do that! >I just feel so worried, what can I do? I realize he needs attention, >swelling in itself means his kidneys aren't working, but what do I do? I >guess I just felt as though you guys would think I was an awful person if >I >didn't call, or somehow get Ben to go! >Rhonda