Rhonda,

It's really OK.  All of us are just concerned, and we know noone is more 
concerned about Ben than you.  I have nothing but sympathy for your 
predicament, since ben has to make a choice to accept treatment.




JulieMelton
visit me at
www.heart-and-music.com
Keep smiling!





>From: Rhonda Partain <[log in to unmask]>
>Reply-To: The Electronic Church <[log in to unmask]>
>To: [log in to unmask]
>Subject: apology
>Date: Mon, 10 Apr 2006 21:52:37 -0400
>
>I am sorry, I really never talked to anyone, I did leave a message, but
>never heard back! I just feel sooo awful, I can't do anything,  if I were 
>to
>call 911 Ben could refuse treatment,  he has the right to do that! I do
>think he needs to see someone, but what can I do?  People were saying "If I
>were You" and I just felt so awful, caught between  well, wanting Ben to go
>get some medical attention and  not knowing how to get him to do that!
>I just feel so  worried, what can I do?  I realize he needs attention,
>swelling in itself means his kidneys aren't working,  but what do I do?  I
>guess I just felt  as though you guys would think I was an awful person if 
>I
>didn't call, or somehow get Ben to go!
>Rhonda