Karen, What are you doing with music? I've thought of creating a web site off of phil's RedWhiteAndBlue site, but I'm afraid to do it now because when I get depressed, it seems like doing anything would be torture to me, so I plan to just fill out orders here and there. that doesn't sound good, does it? It's easier for me to do something when I have some place to go, like an office, and be given specific taks to get done, rather than working alone in my room. Maybe if I could make a big business out of it, I could have other people, who are unemployed and looking to earn some extra income, work for me, and someone can take over if my depression gets really bad. Then maybe people will come to my house, or we'll rent a building. that would make it easier for me. Karen, if you are confident enough to make a commitment, maybe you could have your own web site, if someone would allow you to link to theirs without having to pay anything. Didn't you say before that you were working on a book about your testimony? Of course, I don't think it would be right to sell that kind of material with a marketing attitude, but it's something you could work on, and like Paul did, earn what you need in income. What do you all think of these things? Sharon