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> Hi all, or I should say morning all.
>
> I am in an ugly mood, I should be happy I heard from my sister but I'm not.
> She is trying to tell me she is behaving when I know in her voice and
> manners she isn't.
>
> I know that God gives us the family He gives us for a reason but you know
> sometimes I just feel like throwing up my hands and saying ok God I'm done.
> But then I know that if something happened to any of my family I'd feel
> guilty thinking i'd not done enough. I'm blessed with so much both in the
> world and spiritually but it seems nothing I do or can do helps my family
> because they want to but don't want to help themselves.
>
> I'm sorry all, I'm just rambling its one of those days where I don't want to
> go to church I don't want to sing I don't even know if I want to cry or what
> I want to do I just know that I am not sure how much more I can deal with.
> It seems as though I give my family an inch and they all take a mile. When
> I say my family I mean my mom and my sister and even the children but I
> really can't blame them at all I know that they learn from my mom and Linda.
>
> Ok all, I think I'm through rambling I don't know if any of this made sense
> and I'm sorry if it is long delete if you like.
>
>
> Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]