Paulette, I hope you are feeling better by the time you read this one.  When it fills like God's is the furthess away he is the closes.  He is right with you.  Remember he gives us hard times because he knows we are strong enough to handle them and loves us enough to know we will cry to him.  Just cry out to Jesus he will hear and respond.  Jesus please give Paulette that special touch she needs right now.  Let her know how close you are.  Give her your peace and understanding.  Let her know how much you do love her.  In your precious name I pray amen.