What I have to say is very difficult for me, and I'm shedding E-tears as I write.  I won't cumber you with the details at this time, but my dear April passed very suddenly last evening at about 10 o'clock eastern time, probably from a heart attack.  That was a big promotion for her, but it left me broken and lost as to what to do now.  I love her very much, and I'll miss her terribly until we meet again in eternity.