Dear Loving Squeezable One,
Wow! I really understand all those fears.
Let's see. I'm afraide of the following:
1. Seizures,
2. Bombs,
3. Dying,
4. When I'm in public, I'm afraide of getting killed, mugged, or robbed,
5. Vomiting.
6. Storms,
7. I'm afraide of loosing Vernon,
8. Cancer,
9. Getting sick or hurt,
10. Heart attack,
And oh, unfortunately, the list goes on.
But you know what? Loving Ones, God is very loving and Merciful.
I'm praying for each and every one of you, Loving Ones.
Loving you all,
Pat Ferguson
At 03:54 PM 2/15/2008, you wrote:
>Hi there squeezie,
>
>I am very anxious most of the time. I'm afraid of the following:
>
>1. dying alone
>2. cancer
>3. strokes
>4. heart attacks
>5. earthquakes
>6. floods
>7. seizures
>8. being murdered
>9. being raped
>10 being left behind
>11. being alone for more than a few hours
>12. that Reeva will die before me
>13. being mugged
>14. being shot
>15. being tortured for my belief in CHRIST
>
>As you can see, I am a very fearful person. Please, those who are
>NOT fearful, or anxious, please pray for those of us who are so.
>
>Thank you.
>
>IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,
>
>purple Mari
>
>
>
>At 07:08 PM 2/11/2008, you wrote:
>>Thanks, Phil. I'll be praying for you and for Sandy, as well.
>>
>>It just seems like everyone is dying of Cancer, and I can't go a
>>day without hearing that word or even thinking about it. I hate it.
>>
>>It's almost like the Seizure thing. I'm so scared of seizures as
>>well, and I some times think of them for no reason.
>>
>>I'm also very frightened when someone gets sick.
>>
>>We went to Duluth for Christmas, and for the most part, we had a
>>great time. Vernon got sick on Christmas Eve day after we had
>>gotten back from Sam's, and I was so scared, that I could not even
>>eat lunch at noon. We all just sat around after lunch, and I prayed
>>and prayed, and cried some, and if anyone made a noise, I was
>>soooooooo nervous that it might wake him up. Sharon and Ed were so
>>sweet about it all.
>>
>>We found out the next day, after talking to a friend who is a
>>medical transcriber, that it was most likely because of the
>>anti-dumping pill he took as he took 2 of them, and well, he
>>probably shouldn't have taken any, but he did as the doctor told
>>him to do. So, when we left on Wednesday, he didn't take anything,
>>and we had an uneventful trip back home with the GPS getting us out
>>of a bind in MNPLS.
>>
>>I even cry for no reason.
>>
>>Thanks for praying.
>>
>>Lovingly,
>>
>>Pat Ferguson
>>At 06:55 PM 2/11/2008, you wrote:
>>>Pat,
>>>
>>>I know what it feels like, the fear that is, concerning just the thought of
>>>your mate getting cancer again after what Sandy went through 8 years ago or
>>>more now it has been I guess. So, we'll be praying for you and Vernon, too.
>>>
>>>Phil.
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>----- Original Message -----
>>>From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
>>>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>>>Sent: Monday, February 11, 2008 5:37 PM
>>>Subject: An Apology, and A Prayer request
>>>
>>>
>>> > Hi Everyone,
>>> >
>>> > First of all, I want to apologize for putting my stuff about my
>>> > anxiety and depression in a reply to Phil's message. I should not
>>> > have done that, and I am sorry I did that. Please forgive me. That
>>> > was very selfish of me to do that.
>>> >
>>> > Now, here is my prayer request.
>>> >
>>> > I've been having more anxiety lately, and some depression, and I was
>>> > going to increase the Zoloft before Christmas, with my P.A.'s
>>> > permission, but I didn't do it. Now, I have to do it! I'm so scared!
>>> >
>>> > It's all I think about. Cancer! Cancer! and more Cancer! I'm so scared!
>>> >
>>> > I am not worried about me, and I don't have cancer, but I'm afraide
>>> > of Vernon getting it again.
>>> >
>>> > I get so scared for other people when I hear they have cancer. I cry
>>> > when others cry, and I cry when I read email about other people's
>>> > depression or health problems.
>>> >
>>> > Lovingly,
>>> > Pat Ferguson
>>> >
>>> >
>>
>>
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