Kim,
Why won't you try to live on your own?
Kathy




At 05:29 PM 1/9/2008, you wrote:
>I'm trying to make a major decision. In a small way, I believe God's 
>leading me to leave my aunt and go live with my Dad, sister, and 
>nephew. I'm disenchanted with my aunt and the man who lives with us. 
>Lately, I can't sleep at night, I'm so restless, I'm feeling 
>emotionally dead inside. I'm saved. I know this is just a valley and 
>a test of my faith, or it's some kind of spirit or an attack of the 
>devil. Lately, I've gotten to where I want to be with my sister 
>more, and usually, I'm making all kinds of excuses to get out of 
>going home with her. I'm grateful that I'm actually wanting to be 
>with them now. I seriously believe God's leading me to go and live 
>with them, but I need prayer action on this. A few people have told 
>me that I'd get along better if I were with them. At least the SSI 
>money I get every month would be accessible to me, instead of being 
>hidden away in some secret account I know nothing about. Of course, 
>my aunt feels bad that Jenny, my sister didn't stay with us the 
>other night because my aunt was really hateful with her the other 
>day. I don't blame her, I wouldn't stay either. I strongly believe 
>God's leading me to leave my aunt and go to Dad, but I need to know 
>for sure, before I jump into the black water. I'm so confused, 
>depressed, sleep deprived, stressed, sick and tired, frustrated, 
>ashamed, panicked, scared to death, aggravated, angry, headed for a 
>psychotic breakdown, not to mention a nervous breakdown, restless, 
>disenchanted, discontented, dissatisfied, and emotionally turned 
>inside out. It's a dark and foreboding valley for me. I'm praying, 
>but I need prayer support. I've got a few friends praying, but I 
>need a bigger group of prayer warriors praying for me. Please pray 
>that God will reveal to me what He'd have me do.