Dear Helen, and Everyone,

Oh Loving Helen, you are so sweet! Your words are from your heart, and from
Jesus. They comfort me.

You guys, do you know my Mother put me in a Baby home for 5 years because
she couldn't deal with me with my blindness. I stayed with all kinds of
people when I was little before I was five when they brought me home that
summer before I was taken to the Oregon State School for the Blind. I never
felt a part of my family and I really still don't. It hurts me.

When she said those horrible things to me on Saturday night, I wanted to
tell her that I would quit calling people Loving, if she would quit smoking
and drinking, but I did not say that to her.

My love is from The Lord, and I'll never stop telling people they are
loving. I'll never stop calling people loving, either. If I do that, I will
be disobeying Jesus. It's because Jesus that this love exists, not because
of me. I'm not capable of loving that much, but through Our Lord, Jesus
Christ, we can do all things. I love to love people as God wants me to. I
won't let anyone take that love away from me.

I learned how to love when I was at the School for the Blind. We were loved
a whole lot. Yes, we were punished when we did wrong, but just ask Cecily
and Paulette, we were also loved, and we were squeezed.

So, guys, I'm sending this with all the love in my heart and you are all
Loving! Because God made you that way.

Am I crazy? Probably yes. I'm crazy for Jesus, and I don't care what anyone
thinks.

Love and Blessings,
Pat Ferguson

At 12:20 PM 8/24/04, you wrote:
>Thank you, dear loving Pat,
>
>With so many praying for me, and upholding me to the Father, the complete
>healing of my spirit will surely come quickly.  God is so good!  And I pray
>the same for you, that your wounded spirit will heal quickly as well.  This
>scripture always ministers to me:
>
>Pr 18:14  The spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity; but a wounded
>spirit who can bear?
>
>This tells me that when our spirits are wounded, if they are not healed
>quickly, it hinders us from being healed of our physical infirmities.
>
>In Him, and with my love,
>Helen
>
>
>
>Earlier, Pat Ferguson wrote:
> >Dear loving Helen,
> >
> >I write this message to you with tears in my eyes.
> >
> >I'm praying for you Loving One. I'm praying that God will give you a
> >healing, and that you will be comforted in His love and Grace.
> >
> >I know what it is like to have your spirit woonded. I've been deeply hurt
> >lately by my Mother, and I'll share that with you all in another message.
> >
> >Helen, if you ever want to talk, I can call you any time.
> >
> >You are such a sweet blessing to all of us, and we love you more than you
> >will ever know.
> >
> >I just wish I could squeeze everyone with a broken heart and let them know
> >they are loving, despite what my Mother said to me which hurt me deeply.
> >
> >Many lovings and squeezings for you, Helen, and Praying for God's comfort
> >and peace and complete healing for your broken spirit.
> >
> >Love and Blessings,
> >Pat Ferguson
> >