Rhonda,
Sorry that I didn't get this message until now, but I hope that you 
gave in and went ahead and had a good cry.  Remember that Chris Rice 
song called, "Untitled Hymn?"  One of the choruses says, "Cry to 
Jesus.  Cry to Jesus.  Cry to Jesus and live."  You don't know why 
you wan't  to Cry?  I do.  I'd be crying too if I were in your 
shoes.  Just don't get stuck there.
Praying,
Kathy


At 01:10 AM 4/10/2006, you wrote:
>Hi, anyone awake? I am, I am worried about Ben,  he has been feeling badly
>today, he hasn't eaten anything since  Saturday at 7:30 in the evening, he
>feels sick at his stomach, has a cough too.  Saturday he said his throat was
>sore, and I gave him cold medicine, which seemed to help some, but today  he
>feels  awful.  He has been drinking water though,  and a little Gatorade but
>not much of that at all! He doesn't want to take any of his medicine
>today...he is sleeping now, but  that's sort of one and off!
>He is swollen too, they told him last time he saw a doctor in November that
>his kidneys were functioning at forty percent, I think it must be worse now.
>I am so worried about him, please pray! I have a termpaper due Thursday, and
>lately  I've just been stressed.   Ben didn't take anyof his medication from
>last Saturday until Thursday, he took it then, and on Friday, but not Sat.
>or Sun.  he takes several blood pressure medications and a stomach pill and
>of course insulin!
>I just can't sleep, should be working on my paper,  or even pray...but I
>just feel like crying, don't know exactly why though!
>
>Rhonda