Kim,
I am praying with you and I know the Lord will show you what He wants you to 
do.

Virgie and Lady Hoshi
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Wednesday, January 09, 2008 5:29 PM
Subject: please pray


> I'm trying to make a major decision. In a small way, I believe God's 
> leading me to leave my aunt and go live with my Dad, sister, and nephew. 
> I'm disenchanted with my aunt and the man who lives with us. Lately, I 
> can't sleep at night, I'm so restless, I'm feeling emotionally dead 
> inside. I'm saved. I know this is just a valley and a test of my faith, or 
> it's some kind of spirit or an attack of the devil. Lately, I've gotten to 
> where I want to be with my sister more, and usually, I'm making all kinds 
> of excuses to get out of going home with her. I'm grateful that I'm 
> actually wanting to be with them now. I seriously believe God's leading me 
> to go and live with them, but I need prayer action on this. A few people 
> have told me that I'd get along better if I were with them. At least the 
> SSI money I get every month would be accessible to me, instead of being 
> hidden away in some secret account I know nothing about. Of course, my 
> aunt feels bad that Jenny, my sister didn't stay with us the other night 
> because my aunt was really hateful with her the other day. I don't blame 
> her, I wouldn't stay either. I strongly believe God's leading me to leave 
> my aunt and go to Dad, but I need to know for sure, before I jump into the 
> black water. I'm so confused, depressed, sleep deprived, stressed, sick 
> and tired, frustrated, ashamed, panicked, scared to death, aggravated, 
> angry, headed for a psychotic breakdown, not to mention a nervous 
> breakdown, restless, disenchanted, discontented, dissatisfied, and 
> emotionally turned inside out. It's a dark and foreboding valley for me. 
> I'm praying, but I need prayer support. I've got a few friends praying, 
> but I need a bigger group of prayer warriors praying for me. Please pray 
> that God will reveal to me what He'd have me do.