Dear Loving Jenifer,

Nothing is wrong with you, Loving one. You are very smart, and please 
don't let anyone try to convince you otherwise.

If you want to talk, please call me. I love you and I'm always here 
for you. I know what you are going through. I'm praying for you and 
for your job situation and for a complete healing from the depression 
and grief you are feeling.

I'm praying for Jeramy also.

Many lovings and squeezings for you.

Love you,
Pat Ferguson
At 04:44 PM 9/7/2006, you wrote:
>hi all.
>
>first... let me appologize for my rambling.  and the incoeherance of 
>this message.  i don't know what's wrong with me.  i feel depressed 
>for some reason.  i think i may know why but don't want to get into 
>it here on the list... but september is not an easy month for 
>me.  can you please pray for me?  luckily 9/25 i don't have to 
>work.  it's an anniversary and i hate that it still bothers me... 
>but maybe everything... moving, work, it's just piling up.  i'm 
>ready for the move... don't get me wrong.  i thank god for the 
>change... because he knows my limits.  but i feel like this job i am 
>currently at has made me royally stupid!  i mean... i'm not the 
>smartest cookie in the jar... but after today i wonder if i know 
>anything?  i was called into my acting manager's office today for a 
>meeting... she monitored some calls... and out of probably 4 calls i 
>got 1 absolutely right.  i'm not a genius... but i'm not totally 
>stupid either.  i feel like after that meeting all of my fight is 
>gone!  i feel like i'm going into this new job knowing less than i 
>knew when i left!  granted, what i'm going into is not 
>collections... but still!  i feel lost and i don't know why.  i feel 
>like nothing i do is right.  what is wrong with me?
>Jenifer gilley
>check out my blog
>http://claudastar.blogspot.com/
>AIM: jenibear1998
>msn
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