Kim,

I'm on the case big time!  <Smiles>

I remember you mentioning about this before I left the list in the Summer 
last year ...

I can call you to pray some time if you want.  (Write off list if you do.)

God can do wonderful things.  Just think, what an adventure!  What a way He 
could lead you ... but of course we want what He wants ... and I'm sure it 
isn't living the life you're having to have with your aunt right now, from 
the sound of things.

Heaps of love from across that merky, cold pond!

--
Carol
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----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Wednesday, January 09, 2008 10:29 PM
Subject: please pray


> I'm trying to make a major decision. In a small way, I believe God's 
> leading me to leave my aunt and go live with my Dad, sister, and nephew. 
> I'm disenchanted with my aunt and the man who lives with us. Lately, I 
> can't sleep at night, I'm so restless, I'm feeling emotionally dead 
> inside. I'm saved. I know this is just a valley and a test of my faith, or 
> it's some kind of spirit or an attack of the devil. Lately, I've gotten to 
> where I want to be with my sister more, and usually, I'm making all kinds 
> of excuses to get out of going home with her. I'm grateful that I'm 
> actually wanting to be with them now. I seriously believe God's leading me 
> to go and live with them, but I need prayer action on this. A few people 
> have told me that I'd get along better if I were with them. At least the 
> SSI money I get every month would be accessible to me, instead of being 
> hidden away in some secret account I know nothing about. Of course, my 
> aunt feels bad that Jenny, my sister didn't stay with us the other night 
> because my aunt was really hateful with her the other day. I don't blame 
> her, I wouldn't stay either. I strongly believe God's leading me to leave 
> my aunt and go to Dad, but I need to know for sure, before I jump into the 
> black water. I'm so confused, depressed, sleep deprived, stressed, sick 
> and tired, frustrated, ashamed, panicked, scared to death, aggravated, 
> angry, headed for a psychotic breakdown, not to mention a nervous 
> breakdown, restless, disenchanted, discontented, dissatisfied, and 
> emotionally turned inside out. It's a dark and foreboding valley for me. 
> I'm praying, but I need prayer support. I've got a few friends praying, 
> but I need a bigger group of prayer warriors praying for me. Please pray 
> that God will reveal to me what He'd have me do.