Thanks, I did cry, and told God my deepest fears, you know fears like, what
if Ben gets worse, what if it's something really bad, and he dies? How the
mind goes like this at around 2 in the morning! But one thing...I am
certainof, no matter what happens, God never changes, His love is the
same...He doesn't change His mind, He knows my name and knows my situation,
I finally went to sleep around 4 and slept until around 7.
I appreciate your prayers, I'd like to hear t hat song, sounds like one I'd
like!
rRhonda
-----Original Message-----
From: The Electronic Church [mailto:[log in to unmask]] On
Behalf Of Kathy Du Bois
Sent: Monday, April 10, 2006 9:54 AM
To: [log in to unmask]
Subject: Re: awake after midnight worried about Ben
Rhonda,
Sorry that I didn't get this message until now, but I hope that you
gave in and went ahead and had a good cry. Remember that Chris Rice
song called, "Untitled Hymn?" One of the choruses says, "Cry to
Jesus. Cry to Jesus. Cry to Jesus and live." You don't know why
you wan't to Cry? I do. I'd be crying too if I were in your
shoes. Just don't get stuck there.
Praying,
Kathy
At 01:10 AM 4/10/2006, you wrote:
>Hi, anyone awake? I am, I am worried about Ben, he has been feeling badly
>today, he hasn't eaten anything since Saturday at 7:30 in the evening, he
>feels sick at his stomach, has a cough too. Saturday he said his throat
was
>sore, and I gave him cold medicine, which seemed to help some, but today
he
>feels awful. He has been drinking water though, and a little Gatorade
but
>not much of that at all! He doesn't want to take any of his medicine
>today...he is sleeping now, but that's sort of one and off!
>He is swollen too, they told him last time he saw a doctor in November that
>his kidneys were functioning at forty percent, I think it must be worse
now.
>I am so worried about him, please pray! I have a termpaper due Thursday,
and
>lately I've just been stressed. Ben didn't take anyof his medication
from
>last Saturday until Thursday, he took it then, and on Friday, but not Sat.
>or Sun. he takes several blood pressure medications and a stomach pill and
>of course insulin!
>I just can't sleep, should be working on my paper, or even pray...but I
>just feel like crying, don't know exactly why though!
>
>Rhonda
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