Tee,

I'm not sure if my thoughts are The Lord warning me; chances are they're 
not, because we've asked Him for His will to be done.  These negative 
thoughts are very familiar to me, because I've gone through it's cycle, 
yielding to certain temptations/urges  many times.  I won't go into detail, 
but please keep praying that God will keep on directing me.

Thanks again!