You're not the only one. I resent it too. I'm only taking natural Melatonin 
for insomnia. I'm not saying it always works, though.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Reeva Parry" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, June 19, 2007 10:44 AM
Subject: Re: panic attack


> Kim, this is Mari.
>
> Hi Kim,
>
> I experienced panic attacks for years in one form or another, but mine are 
> very different. I long for the day that I can get off the pharmaceuticals 
> which I still take on a daily basis. Sometimes, I feel weak in my faith, 
> and that I should be able to just get off these things, but, The Holy 
> Spirit has not got me going in that direction yet. So, until He does, I am 
> a walking pharmacy, and I resent it. I take meds for insomnia, panic 
> attacks, diabetes, so-called bipolar disorder, high cholesterol, mood 
> stabilizers, depression, etc, etc, etc. I wish I could just be healed 
> right now so I wouldn't have to take all these things. Do you get the 
> feeling I resent them? You bet your boots, I do!
>
>
> IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,
>
> Purple Mari and her faithful scribe, Purple Reeva Parry.
>
>
> On Tuesday 6/19/2007 08:04 AM, Kim Etheridge said:
>
>>Thanks Jennifer and Phil, along with everyone else. I tell you, at one 
>>moment, I thought I'd hyperventilate or have a heart attack from sheer 
>>terror. I was almost paralyzed. When I was in my room, I could have sworn 
>>a quiet, but evil giant was standing by my bed. Ugh! I could also have 
>>sworn that the same giant, or one bigger, probably was standing over me in 
>>the bathtub. Bugh! If you think you've had a panic attack, don't put the 
>>label on it. I pray none of you will ever experience this kind of attack. 
>>I'm not sure panic attack is the right phrase. Demon attack may be more 
>>appropriate. Anyway, when I was in my room, I got so scared that God 
>>lifted me up and guided me toward the TV, and I turned it to the Trinity 
>>broadcasting network, otherwise known as TBN. I'm sure you've heard of it. 
>>I don't think I did it by myself. I couldn't have, I was so entrenched in 
>>fear. It could have only been Jesus. Thank God that He allowed my aunt to 
>>come home shortly after I turned on TBN. Anyway, shortly after she got 
>>here, I crashed. I'd been unable to sleep the previous night, and I'd 
>>stayed awake until an hour after she got here. The feeling was as strong 
>>as evil electricity. I don't want to scare anyone, but talking about it 
>>makes me feel better, although it also gives me chills.